Gone

After much struggling, you're finally gone. I was prepared for it, but it was still devastating to hear it. It was one of the hardest days in my life, ever. I wish I had a chance to say the last goodbye. I could have said goodbye three months ago, but I didn't. I waited, was hoping that you wouldn't be gone so soon. I waited, was hoping that there would be a miracle. I waited with optimism. At last I missed my chance to say the last goodbye to you. I could have been there, I could have held your hand through it, but I waited. I can't forgive myself, I shouldn't have waited. If only I could turn back time. I hope that you had a peaceful journey towards the end, and I hope that you'd forgive me. I'm sorry, I truly am. Rest in peace, friend. I miss you, and I always will.