Over and done with

I'm mentally exhausted as I write. Too many times, I'm being lied to. And too many times, you are being a hypocrite -- the other side of you which people have yet to discover. But why me? Why do I have to put up with all these nonsense of yours? I only wanted to be a friend. You know I hate it when people being two-faced, and yet you can never quit this. I used to trust in you, you were a friend then. But you lied, you lied way too many times. I tried. I really did try to regain the faith I lost in you, only to find that I was being lied to over and over again even though you said you'd change. I want to trust again, in people, in you. But I know I can't. Because I'm very sick and tired of all your two-faced truths. And I hate the fact that no one can see what I see in you. No one can see what you've done all these while, and they still think you're being so nice. Don't call me a loner, it's a way to protect self. Especially when being around hypocrites. At least a loner can pretend that nothing really matters when people turn their backs on her. Because no one deserves to know the truth, nor they give a damn about it anyway. But deep down inside of me, I know. I know that everything will be over and done with when this post is published. Perhaps there wasn't any friendship to begin with in the first place anyway, I have just been fooled.